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So here we go. I'm trying not to write a long-winded Introduction to this. There's this strange feeling that I have been getting in my stomach, usually pretty early in the morning, when I am staying up doing things that don't have forseable benefits or an exact future. It's scary-Sometimes the things you want seems so far off that you could be just dreaming but if you dont ground them in real life then you'll never even get started on getting there...It's Like You're Awake and Asleep at the same time. I have all this stuff that I do in art that only a few people see and I feel like maybe more people seeing this stuff will motivate me to do more...especially now that I have little more motivation than 'doing' in itself- (no more school :( ) Then, i also i have all these beautiful and weird things that I see here and there that I want to share but cant seem to justify putting on facebook or nagging people with (even good things can get annoying in large quantities.) I am also just generally quite a bad communicator and know that I can express myself so much better in what appears on this blog than I could in most other ways. Please comment on anything that strikes you in any kind of way-even if it's one liners-I really really like comments. Anyways Thank You for being. Fe